June 26, 2015

Summertime and the livin's (not) easy.

This summer was going to be oh so much fun.  You were going to learn to walk, we would celebrate your first birthday, we would go to the beach and play in the sand, we would play outside, go on walks....

You were robbed of so much.  I'm so sorry baby girl.  There is nothing more that I wish for every single day than to have you back and for you to experience these things.  Your daddy and I try to stay busy with day to day tasks but at some point, the grief has to come out.  For me, usually it's in the mornings...For several hours... I have to let it just take over.  Some days, it's later in the evenings.  When it comes, it comes with no holding back.  So I look at your pictures that are everywhere...on the walls, on nightstands, on tables, on counters...everywhere. Your sweet smiles (still) light up every single room.  As it should be.  You're here with us, I just know it.

We miss you more and more every day...Love you my sweet angel girl.  

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